yep, thecharacter died and i cried this morning. haha.

studying in sch right now, with mich, corrina, elaine and nafisah.

ganbatte! :)

the moment i left my block for school today i saw a big black cat. I said this not to emphasize how suay can it get to see a black cat... but the black cat was bitten and alot of fur came off from its back  and tail. Poor cat. must have fought with another for food.

Feeling abit sad, i continued walking towards the bus stop and i saw another cat! This time the cat was crippled! omg... i dont know what happened to it. that cat looked so tired walking on three legs instead of four.. this is so sad. oh man what a way to start the long school day. even though i dont really like cats, but seeing them in this pathetic state is heart wrenching..Thought of buying food to feed them but this doesnt solve the root of the problem at all..

I realised that these few days i have been very unhappy about many things. Maybe stress from all the lab reportssssssss due one after another? oh gosh they are endless. and the 306 CA. no mood to do alot of things. everyday i go to school in a tired and sian mode and come home in an even tired and sianed mode.hah. the only thing i can look forward to is my weekly dose of anime and manga. Even in one of the anime, a very cool character is going to die. WTH. EVERYTHING IS SO FREAKING SAD.

okayss. enough sad happenings in my life. I have had enough to deal with.

lol there's nothing much to update since the people who read my blog are those who have been with me everyday. LOL.

Yeah, so i DID get to watch FAME with yawen, nafisah and boon. YAY. it was a nice movie and musical like this ROCKS! especially there's shuai actors in it! omg that actor is SHUAI and he SINGS AND PLAYS THE PIANO!! ( i dont know if he sings and plays the piano in real life but WHO CARES???) HAHA. me, naf and yawen keep fa hua chi-ing! LOL..anw that movie rocks!

this is the song the shuai actor sang to ask the girl to be his gf (so sweeeeeeet)
If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If I give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you
While you're running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above
If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me

Very nice right?

Ehh, so what do I write next? hmm, how about the "who scared who challenge"? HAHA. i wanna tok about this coz got SHYSHY!! *face turns red* okayyyy.. my face shouldnt be turning red... it should be mi becoming keesiao and keep laughing and giggling and saying "happy happy" in a very odd manner! :P I played badminton (that's of course) and captain's ball. For just 2 games, i ran to and fro from src to the volleyball court behind canteen 2 FIVE times!!! omg im not tired from the games but tired from running to and fro! OKAYYY I WENT OFF THE POINT! IM SUPPOSED TO TALK ABOUT SHYSHY! HAHA. that day i saw him carrying a badminton racket at SBS lobby already. then i started my keesiao craze coz i know can see him in src! LOL. but never did i expect myself to play against him in mixed doubles! OMG then my face went redder. heehee :P In the end i won him and his partner and that's the end of story.. HAHA.

he makes mi "look forward" to bs302 practical. LOL

hmm chilling out with gals is so fun last friday despite the horrible cancer cell lab we have to put up with. we wore nice nice that day then have to wait 4 hours for our freaking lab!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhh dont even tok about it! sian! I nearly lost all mood to go out with the gals. Luckily I didnt coz it was fun going out with them! hehe! i love the toy R us part HAHAHAHA. where are the photos??? Camwhores camwhoring and scared of being found camwhoring. HAHA. went to our fave chilling place - coffee club and have had MUDPIE again! haha. omg i was sharing the mudpie with naf and yawen (we are the buffet gals :P) and the mudpie was gone in like 5mins? haha. THEN WE ATTACKING THE OTHER MUDPIE!!! haha it was damn fun coz karen ate the mudpie while trying to keep the mudpie standing for as long as possible. Yawen and I keep toppling it down and gopping the mudpie. you should have seen how karen tries very very hard to protect the mudpie! HAHAHA karen is cute *hearts*

I was being pangseh AGAIN by ELAINE ANG SHU LING!!! see i told u not to gimme false hope on friday and i was rightttt... Luckily i saw Zixian and at least i got a lunch kakee. otherwise i so kelian! >.< HAHA.

haha got to thank people who msged me about my previous blog post. im just emo-ing so dont worry. Havent depression yet :) im fine now. THANKS! :)
 
Went to watch Inglorious Basterds and thought the movie was good :) didnt waste my money hehe! :) Justice prevails! Bad guys DIEDIEDIE!! lol! I just dont like the part of the movie where it did not follow the history. Hitler didnt die in cinema. nevertheless, it was quite cool to see those war criminals rounded up and killed in one shot! totally da kuai ren xin! :):):) Oops, do i sound like a sadist?

And i have decided not to watch The Cove. I dont think i can handle the movie emotionally. Will cry like mad to see those dolphins being killed mercilessly. Luckily found some clips on youtube.com on The Cove. Otherwise i think i will break down from the emotion torture! >.<

BUT... i want to watch Fame!! anyone interested???

Well, school's starting again tomorrow and it's the beginning of my $5 budget again :) I'm happy i started this! Though it's hard to maintain it, but once I did it, I'm so proud of myself! spending so little (compared to last time) in 2 weeks! WHEE!!~ got to save up since I'm going Korea and my dad hasnt been working for a long time... Haiz. Family financial crisis.. :X

Oh yah wen to send KangYu off with yeewen and Serkun.. hah yw and I gossiped soooo much that we went find Kangyu at 2145 when we are there at 2000! LOL. Gossiping in Popeye's! All sorts of nonsense. people, studies, lamerz, etcetc... kangyu was funny lah..he seemed surprised we went to send him off :) gave us a card each. Anyway all the best to this SMART TALL boy :) See you in June ky! :)

Saturday with Elaine, Nafisah and yawen was damn fun after Michelle's concert! LOL wapiang we talked all sorts of nonsense under the sun! and in the end we are nuns from the SBS NUNNERY! LOL. all because SBS got no guys! HAHA. Other rubbish is not meant to be mentioned in this public blog. HAH! Loving and hating tomorrow since its Neurobiology in the morning but I get to see yawen ah boon elaine they all :) hehe~ and wednesdsay i get to see somebody! *shyshy* lol :D

Havent been meeting some friends for some time.. people who dont zi dong and apparently we are not in their priority. this is so saddening! >.<

Will my friends be willing to accompany me as much as i am willing to accompany them?

Will they help me as much as i will help them?

Will they listen to me as much as i will listen to theirs?

emo-ing, drawing circles.

For most people, recess week started with a day of slacking and play but I chose to go to work at F1 – which turns out to be fun as well :) HAHA. Went back to help out at a booth my ex-boss had in F1 since the pay offered was alright and I am sort of in need of cash :X working there was super slack during the off peak hours. So basically you get to see a lot of shuai ge and chio bu from various countries. And I managed to converse a bit of Jap with some Japanese! And they praised me! So happy! :D:D:D:D As usual, I prefer serving angmoh coz they are forever so friendly and they don’t mind if you get their orders wrong. So understanding, unlike Singaporeans who have low tolerance to small errors.

Entering the F1 area is equivalent to entering the world of the rich. People don’t carry sophisticated branded wallets. Instead there is like a huge stack of notes in their wallet. HAHA. I’m still traumatised by these people carrying so much cash even though I have seen a lot of them while working in the restaurant in the past.

Colleagues were a group of interesting youngsters who are mostly in polytechnic. Haiz, they make me feel soooooo old. Sianz. But they very fun to be with except this girl whom I think is a bimbo coz she only talk (flirt) to this guy and ignore the rest of us. HAHA. One of us called her a fat bitch since she flirts so much, always first to siam to go have dinner, always eat the most and orders people around without actually doing anything. LOL. A 3-day booth can have so many politics.

Well, F1 ended with Lewis Hamilton emerging victorious! YAY!!!! :D:D:D:D:D OYA!!!!  I SAW BACKSTREET BOYS!!!! OMG! I WANNA CRY!!!!! :P:P:P:P:P

Looking forward to JB trip with a delicious seafood feast!!! WOOOHOOOO!!!~ :P

22 May

Results turned out okay so I agreed to watch Final Fantasy: Distant World concert with CC. He bought a pair of tix and he won a pair online! What a lucky guy! JieYing couldn’t make it so I went instead. Oh my gosh the concert was great! I was so happy I get to watch this concert! LOL. THANKS CC!!! heehee! Ate a lot of food then walked to the MRT station only to find out that we missed the train by just 2 minutes. Haiz. No choice so went to take Nightrider. Heard some clubbing stories from CC. HAHA didn’t know everyone is so open (or perhaps I’m very conservative). I also wondered why do guys base everything on looks… …lol. Nevertheless, the concert was great! :)

23 May

Today is  Black’s birthday party and all of us are very very very late! Somehow we played this waiting game. Zw waiting at his bus stop; yw and I  waiting at bpp bus stop; pj waiting for sze to put on makeup. Gera waiting for all of us at Yishun, all of us waited for sk. LOL. Nevertheless, we are FASHIONABLY late! :) Didn’t get to see much at the party but what comes after was fun :) all of us keep taking photos! And all of us are so camera sensitive- can detect the camera! Took a lot of lame photos! HAHA. Group photos are very nice! :)

          

                             HAHA!!! we finally not chui looking le!!

         

                            Birthday boy! HAPPY 21st BLACK!!!

Phew!!!~ im finally done with updating :) stupid msn, now i suddenly have FIVE new entries!! >.<

19 May

Lamerz.inc FINALLY stepped out of Bukit Panjang and we met at marina square to have dinner. :) Prior to that ZhiWei and I met to get Wilson’s birthday present. HAHA I was late for half an hour! >.< It was very weird to see zw in corporate wear.lol. Anyway, walked for quite a long time before we managed to get wilson’s 21^st present :) luckily I didn’t wear my heels which I am so tempted to on that day :) Meet the rest of lamerz (except sze and black) have ate dinner over at ryoichi. Nothing special about the food there except that it considered cheap since it’s a Japanese restaurant located in Marina Sq. Headed home almost immediately after dinner and I felt that the dinner was super lame! -.-“ but no choice, zw got to work very early the next day, sk also, yw got a lot of homework, pj got lesson the next day… WHY AM I THE ONLY FREE ONE?!?!?!??!?!?! Sobsob! >.< sianz.

20 May

Being pangseh-ed by everyone in the committee, Wei Li and I went to watch Angels and Demons at Iluma. HAHA that place is freaking cold! I was shivering even after I left the cinema! Anyway the movie was cool! The movie reminded me of National treasures and I thought that National Treasure was better >.< Saw Wei Li wipe his nose almost at the end of the movie and I thought he was crying! LOL! Coz I’ve seen people crying while singing hymms or watching Christian stuff. Naturally I thought he was a Christian! HAHA but he’s just wiping his nose coz he’s cold! LOL.

Later we went to meet the rest of the committee for Kushin-bo! Eat and eat and eat! Food there has quality so it dosent really matter if you didn’t eat the quantity that you intend to! :) the crab ws especially nice! Very sweet and I was the only one who knows how to get the whole chunk of meat out instead of digging :) hehe! YAY! Jh ate until he felt like puking! HAHA. People, please go and try Kushin-bo if you feel rich or you want to spend a lot on food! I think it’s worth it! :)

         

                              WE LOVE CRABS!!!! :):):):):):):):):):):)

14 May

Went to CAROUSEL to have buffet with Yawen, Elaine, liying and Naf. Had loads of fun there because of all the rubbish! And they couldn’t eat a lot de lo! Only me and Naf was busy eating. Liying is very particular about food, so she was the first to stop eating. As usual, we took hoards of pictures! Lol. Anyway, desserts over at carousel rocks! The scones and most importantly the caramel pie! OMG the whole thing is caramel! It’s so sinful eating it but still… ….*slurp* Chocolate fondue is a given for buffet! Haha, yawen and I dropped a few grapes into the fountain while trying to coat the fruit with chocolate *bleah* :P Naf and I also made our very own waffle! 1^st, collect waffle from one section and add some whipped cream. Then u go to the ice cream station and top the waffle with your desired flavour. Finally, u grab a bowl and stick it into chocolate fountain to collect liquid chocolate for later decorations of the waffles! HAHA! So fun! :D

        

             heehee! i like this picture!! (",)

         

                               1,2,3,4,5!!! WE LOVE BUFFETS!!!! :P

15 May

HAHA. After dinner and dance and I did nothing but N-U-A. lol. But on Friday I went to meet MingLin and Nadya. Haven’t been meeting them for such a LONG time! All 3 of us had a fun time over at acid bar. BUT nadya was slightly grumpy since the guy couldn’t sing all the song she wanted him too. LOL. As usual, we camwhore a lot! Hehe! :) Left the place early since MingLin was very tired from the crap she faced at work. They head home while I went Mac to meet Lamerz.inc to discuss what to wear and buy for Wilson’s birthday! Kena sabo something about going sentosa (Pj told them I’m going to I guess) and they started LAUGHING at me again. I don’t understand >.< Jianwei found our conversation damn lame. HAHA, that’s why we are Lamerz.inc :D

1 May – 7 May

Dinner and Dance mayhem! Oh my gosh! Ran all over the place to get things done! Joan’s grandpa’s place, stay over, last minutes cock-up, NO MORE RIBBONS, punch wrong holes, the wine, receipts, masks, lightsticks ETC ETC ETC ETC!!! Everything has to be done before the day and more to do 2 hours before the event!!! HAHA had sleepless nights and all of us are so chui! >.< Luckily we have got Thursday off so that we can catch some beauty sleep! (Ps Wilson, really no time to go down to your mum’s place for facial)

8 May

Cherir La Memoire was a huge success! YEAH!!! So happy that the seniors are so happy together! The Mcee was cool! All our efforts are worth it! Whee!~ Everything was great except for one flaw- which made my blood boil whenever I think about it. It’s confidential so I will not broadcast it here. But I definitely must remind the next Dinner and Dance committee so that such things will not happen again – shame on that person! HMPH!

         

Me, the pretty roses and the PRETTY  rocher tower i made :D

         

The chio Hon. secretary and the shuai Fin. secretary :D LOL

         

         Dinner and Dance committee 08/09!! WE ROCK!!! :D:D

HAHA to be continued AGAin!!! :P

Haha. Seems like I haven’t been blogging for a loooooonnngg time. Wasn’t busy, just lazy to blog! Hehe. Since everyone can see my updates on facebook, especially photos, I really don’t see the need to blog =X

Since I’m being scolded for not blogging, I shall blog now. LOL :D Got to trace all the way back from 29^th April..HAHA.

29^th April

Exams are finally over BUT Dinner and Dance wasn’t. So it’s still not relaxing time for me and my committee members! >.< Immediately after exams I got to go ALL THE WAY to Serangoon to collect the grad bears with Jun Hou and Bruno. Was rather useless coz both of them carried the bear and all I did was to follow them. Lol. Over at Jh’s house we have to QC the bears – all 160 of them! Some bears have got crossed eyes, others have got unlevelled eyes, brain tumor, etc. Generally, the bears are catagorised under recessive (fair and NICER) and dominant bears (tanned and UGLIER). Of coz the recessive bears go to the committee members and the professors! HAHA.

    

            Bruno and JunHou posing with 160 bears :)

       

                       Me and the defected bears :X

30^th April

Before the committee starts working, we attended our dear vice chair’s birthday party :) It was really fun and the theme was geek. Lol, suits SBS people so much! I tried plaiting my hair in the end it was so ugly since my hair was the rebonded type. My hair was sticking out from everywhere. EEeeeeee. I camwhore a lot with Naf, the queen of camwhoring! HAH. Many jokes popped out and I’m the lucky draw girl with many spotlights shining on me and DaoXian will get his FULL set of Oxford merchandise when Naf comes back from UK.. Birthday girl was running everywhere but came back to us eventually to take some photos.LOL.

        

                        Me and Nafisah and those guys :)

    

                                  The birthday girl! JOAN!!!~

To be continued... ...