yep, thecharacter died and i cried this morning. haha.

studying in sch right now, with mich, corrina, elaine and nafisah.

ganbatte! :)

the moment i left my block for school today i saw a big black cat. I said this not to emphasize how suay can it get to see a black cat... but the black cat was bitten and alot of fur came off from its back  and tail. Poor cat. must have fought with another for food.

Feeling abit sad, i continued walking towards the bus stop and i saw another cat! This time the cat was crippled! omg... i dont know what happened to it. that cat looked so tired walking on three legs instead of four.. this is so sad. oh man what a way to start the long school day. even though i dont really like cats, but seeing them in this pathetic state is heart wrenching..Thought of buying food to feed them but this doesnt solve the root of the problem at all..

I realised that these few days i have been very unhappy about many things. Maybe stress from all the lab reportssssssss due one after another? oh gosh they are endless. and the 306 CA. no mood to do alot of things. everyday i go to school in a tired and sian mode and come home in an even tired and sianed mode.hah. the only thing i can look forward to is my weekly dose of anime and manga. Even in one of the anime, a very cool character is going to die. WTH. EVERYTHING IS SO FREAKING SAD.

okayss. enough sad happenings in my life. I have had enough to deal with.

lol there's nothing much to update since the people who read my blog are those who have been with me everyday. LOL.

Yeah, so i DID get to watch FAME with yawen, nafisah and boon. YAY. it was a nice movie and musical like this ROCKS! especially there's shuai actors in it! omg that actor is SHUAI and he SINGS AND PLAYS THE PIANO!! ( i dont know if he sings and plays the piano in real life but WHO CARES???) HAHA. me, naf and yawen keep fa hua chi-ing! LOL..anw that movie rocks!

this is the song the shuai actor sang to ask the girl to be his gf (so sweeeeeeet)
If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If I give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you
While you're running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above
If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me

Very nice right?

Ehh, so what do I write next? hmm, how about the "who scared who challenge"? HAHA. i wanna tok about this coz got SHYSHY!! *face turns red* okayyyy.. my face shouldnt be turning red... it should be mi becoming keesiao and keep laughing and giggling and saying "happy happy" in a very odd manner! :P I played badminton (that's of course) and captain's ball. For just 2 games, i ran to and fro from src to the volleyball court behind canteen 2 FIVE times!!! omg im not tired from the games but tired from running to and fro! OKAYYY I WENT OFF THE POINT! IM SUPPOSED TO TALK ABOUT SHYSHY! HAHA. that day i saw him carrying a badminton racket at SBS lobby already. then i started my keesiao craze coz i know can see him in src! LOL. but never did i expect myself to play against him in mixed doubles! OMG then my face went redder. heehee :P In the end i won him and his partner and that's the end of story.. HAHA.

he makes mi "look forward" to bs302 practical. LOL

hmm chilling out with gals is so fun last friday despite the horrible cancer cell lab we have to put up with. we wore nice nice that day then have to wait 4 hours for our freaking lab!!!!!!!! arghhhhhhh dont even tok about it! sian! I nearly lost all mood to go out with the gals. Luckily I didnt coz it was fun going out with them! hehe! i love the toy R us part HAHAHAHA. where are the photos??? Camwhores camwhoring and scared of being found camwhoring. HAHA. went to our fave chilling place - coffee club and have had MUDPIE again! haha. omg i was sharing the mudpie with naf and yawen (we are the buffet gals :P) and the mudpie was gone in like 5mins? haha. THEN WE ATTACKING THE OTHER MUDPIE!!! haha it was damn fun coz karen ate the mudpie while trying to keep the mudpie standing for as long as possible. Yawen and I keep toppling it down and gopping the mudpie. you should have seen how karen tries very very hard to protect the mudpie! HAHAHA karen is cute *hearts*

I was being pangseh AGAIN by ELAINE ANG SHU LING!!! see i told u not to gimme false hope on friday and i was rightttt... Luckily i saw Zixian and at least i got a lunch kakee. otherwise i so kelian! >.< HAHA.

haha got to thank people who msged me about my previous blog post. im just emo-ing so dont worry. Havent depression yet :) im fine now. THANKS! :)
 
Went to watch Inglorious Basterds and thought the movie was good :) didnt waste my money hehe! :) Justice prevails! Bad guys DIEDIEDIE!! lol! I just dont like the part of the movie where it did not follow the history. Hitler didnt die in cinema. nevertheless, it was quite cool to see those war criminals rounded up and killed in one shot! totally da kuai ren xin! :):):) Oops, do i sound like a sadist?

And i have decided not to watch The Cove. I dont think i can handle the movie emotionally. Will cry like mad to see those dolphins being killed mercilessly. Luckily found some clips on youtube.com on The Cove. Otherwise i think i will break down from the emotion torture! >.<

BUT... i want to watch Fame!! anyone interested???

Well, school's starting again tomorrow and it's the beginning of my $5 budget again :) I'm happy i started this! Though it's hard to maintain it, but once I did it, I'm so proud of myself! spending so little (compared to last time) in 2 weeks! WHEE!!~ got to save up since I'm going Korea and my dad hasnt been working for a long time... Haiz. Family financial crisis.. :X

Oh yah wen to send KangYu off with yeewen and Serkun.. hah yw and I gossiped soooo much that we went find Kangyu at 2145 when we are there at 2000! LOL. Gossiping in Popeye's! All sorts of nonsense. people, studies, lamerz, etcetc... kangyu was funny lah..he seemed surprised we went to send him off :) gave us a card each. Anyway all the best to this SMART TALL boy :) See you in June ky! :)

Saturday with Elaine, Nafisah and yawen was damn fun after Michelle's concert! LOL wapiang we talked all sorts of nonsense under the sun! and in the end we are nuns from the SBS NUNNERY! LOL. all because SBS got no guys! HAHA. Other rubbish is not meant to be mentioned in this public blog. HAH! Loving and hating tomorrow since its Neurobiology in the morning but I get to see yawen ah boon elaine they all :) hehe~ and wednesdsay i get to see somebody! *shyshy* lol :D

Havent been meeting some friends for some time.. people who dont zi dong and apparently we are not in their priority. this is so saddening! >.<

Will my friends be willing to accompany me as much as i am willing to accompany them?

Will they help me as much as i will help them?

Will they listen to me as much as i will listen to theirs?

emo-ing, drawing circles.